I wrote this a little while ago but never go around to posting it here, today felt like a good day to share it.

Once again I reach out
I bring all I have to the table
I offer truths
Once again you only respond

Once again I come to you
I bare my heart
I pour out my feelings
Once again I'm left with nothing

Once again I have tried to draw you out
Tried to understand you
Wanted to know you more
Once again you give nothing

Once again I die a little
I shrink farther into myself
Farther into my dreams
Once again you fail to notice

Just once, reach out to me first
Just once, tell me how you are feeling
Just once, have something important to say
Just once…again.

Curiosity Kills the cat
My curiosity saved us

Curiosity Kills the cat
Your curiosity killed us

Curiosity kills the cat
My curiosity saves you

Curiosity kills the cat
Your curiosity kills me

Curiosity kills the cat
I am the cat
But I refuse to die...

I push one away, I pull one closer.

One pulls me closer, one pushes me away.

I love one, I hate one.

One hates me, one loves me.

I desire one, I despise one.

One despises me, one desires me.

I help one, I hurt one.

One hurts me, one helps me.

you are one, I am one,

he is one, she is one,

we are one, they are one,

Just one....

You're in my head, you're under my skin, I should be screaming.
Get out, get out, GET OUT!

My head is full, my heart is full, I have decided.
I am here, I am here, I AM HERE!

You're in my thoughts, you're in my dreams, I should be yelling.
Wrong place, wrong time, WRONG LIFE!

My will is set, my mind is set, I have declared.
This place, this time, THIS LIFE!

You're still in my head, you're still in my heart, I'll keep you there.
Stay real, stay close, stay safe..

My love is true, my heart is true, I'll keep it there.
I believe, I live, I LOVE..

Well I gots a cold and I just don't feel like doing anything. It's been so nice out these last few dyas I know I should spend some time with the horses seeing I've been neglecting them sence before christmas and my life got crazy, but between the cold and careing for my friends horses along with mine I just don't have any oomph.
Days
Don't bother me about tomorrow, tomorrow will come in it's own time, with it's own ideas about reality, then like a watercolor interpretation of a dream, the lines will run, the images blur and leave us wondering what it was all about.
Today is as clear as a cloudless summer sky, as open as a new moon, in it's own undisturbed lake reflection this day will end and leave us wishing for one last curtain call to see it's perfection.